new site.... 

ask && maybe ill tell...

bye loves

</3 heather

blah...

had a bad day again...

took some pics with jeremy....all turned out like crap...

life is overrated...urg

</3 bye loves

man...

ok so i need to get this out. i hope this doesnt offend anyone....no actually i dont really care...

i hate life and i really think that life hates me...i mean its like everytime i think things are going well something fucks up...i hate people so much...even my friends at this point...i feel like i have noone who even really cares...at times i think god does exsist...and he hates me...i mean if he was real could he really let this shit hppen to people that dont deserve it...i mean i know my life could be so much worse...or could it...i mean how could it be worse then feeling like noone cares...to be alone is the worst way to be. i have one true friend that i would honestly die for and im not even allowed to talk to her...its like they know shes the only thing keeping me going so they take her away from me just to watch me suffer...i just dont understand....its so weird how so much can change so fast...use to i didnt really care to fight with my freinds or to just stop talking to them...there were always more paople to hang out with, more paople to talk bad about the friend yall so immaturally "hate" now...but now i actually realize how valuable friends really are...and how much i really need them, and hoe jelousy is all just bullshit that will eventually disrtoy everything. im just so hardheaded i cant tell the people i KNOW that ive hurt im sorry...its like im waiting on them to say it...even though i know i was wrong...and thats not me...i feel like im watching my life and who i am and i want t slap the hell outa me, like every choice i make is pointless...

i had to get that out there...

bye loves...</3

i didnt have much to say so i thought i would post some pics...

 my new bandaids...WooT WooT.

well thats all for now

i expect major lovage...

</3

hii...

  me && my BEST FRIEND

urg...lifes so gay sometimes...ah && that doesnt mean i wanna kill myself...b/c at this moment i dont...hahaha...anywho...

i got kicked out of school...for stupid shit...dont ask.

i went to my dads thanksgiving...WooT WooT...heres some pics...

me && jay...KISS KISS heath, hali, && me...i know we dont look alike at all

jay && toddyamiya, hali, rainbow ((my big sis)), dad, toddy. me && jay.

me, amiya, && jay me && amiya...its caouse were soo hard

hali && jadriadad

well there the fam...now heres some of mee...i know i know...what a camera whore...

sorry had to do the classic mirror pose...WooT WooT...

ENJOY

bye loves...

<3 heather